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07 June 2009 @ 09:16 pm
what's new...what's new....what's new.

nothing much in my neighborhood I suppose.

I've been really down in the dumps lately but I think it has something to do with being tired of work and looking forward to the summer. Only 2 more weeks of work to go and then I'm off to NC for a few months.

I've also been kinda getting in the slump that I thought I had left behind me.

People constantly are trying to 'hook' me up with guys or mentioning ppl from my past who dumped me. It's just soooo hard sometimes. I'm not ready for a relationship...at least not right now. God has showed me that I need to slow down and focus on Him and myself for now. That is why I am looking forward to the summer trip. It will be a new place and a new life for 2 months. I hope I will be able to relax and leave Vermont behind me during that time. Maybe I will meet someone, maybe I won't but that isn't the reason I am going there.

Someone had mentioned that I will be close to one of my ex-friends' parents' house. Like I want to go visit them. I know what they would ask me and it would not be a good situation. So hopefully we won't close paths while I'm there. They live really close by to where my brother lives so I guess you never know.

So yea...I will officially be counting down starting tomorrow. I have a lot to do before then. Buy supplies, pack, do things with friends before I leave, etc...

So we'll see I guess.
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