Hey look at me, 3 weeks since I posted :P

Oh well.

Tomorrow I will be flying down to N.C. for the summer. I'm excited yet stressed/anxious about it. I'm packing like crazy and hope I don't forget anything.

The GOOD thing is I will have internet access down there so I will still be able to keep in touch with ppl.

Anyway. Hope everyone has a great summer!

what's new...what's new....what's new.

nothing much in my neighborhood I suppose.

I've been really down in the dumps lately but I think it has something to do with being tired of work and looking forward to the summer. Only 2 more weeks of work to go and then I'm off to NC for a few months.

I've also been kinda getting in the slump that I thought I had left behind me.

People constantly are trying to 'hook' me up with guys or mentioning ppl from my past who dumped me. It's just soooo hard sometimes. I'm not ready for a relationship...at least not right now. God has showed me that I need to slow down and focus on Him and myself for now. That is why I am looking forward to the summer trip. It will be a new place and a new life for 2 months. I hope I will be able to relax and leave Vermont behind me during that time. Maybe I will meet someone, maybe I won't but that isn't the reason I am going there.

Someone had mentioned that I will be close to one of my ex-friends' parents' house. Like I want to go visit them. I know what they would ask me and it would not be a good situation. So hopefully we won't close paths while I'm there. They live really close by to where my brother lives so I guess you never know.

So yea...I will officially be counting down starting tomorrow. I have a lot to do before then. Buy supplies, pack, do things with friends before I leave, etc...

So we'll see I guess.

Sooooo I'm really really excited about New Moon and I just found this mini-clip of the trailer that will be released Sunday night. It makes me giddy even more! XD

After totally geeking over the pictures of Robert aka Edward Cullen without a shirt, I decided to make some icons. Some of them are of the scene in Italy and some of the birthday scene in Forks. Enjoy! :)

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I haven't updated in a while again. Life has been rather hectic lately.

I was waiting to see if I got a contract for next year and thankfully I did. So I don't have to worry about a job next Fall.

I'm also going to be going down to NC for the WHOLE summer. I'm excited about that but also nervous about finding a job. I hope I will be able to but that won't stop me from going. My brother is really excited that I'm coming for a couple months :)

I've been trying to start writing a novel but the muses aren't working in that area....they continue to work for my fan-fiction though. Makes me wonder if I should just try to write a fan-fiction for the novel and see where it goes. It's frustrating at times but sometimes the muses don't cooperate. :P

Another thing is I have joined Twitter. I thought it would be boring at first but now I absolutely love it. I have actually found quite a few actors on there and enjoy seeing what they say each and every day. :) It's rather cool that some actors/actresses what to share their life with their fans. :)

I've decided instead of posting each entry one at a time here that I would just compile it into one document using Google Docs. Remember that it's still a work in progress so it might seem like the ending is cut short. It still has a long way to go.

Hope you enjoy it and if you have questions and/or feedback let me know. :)

http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dcf827h4_3gr2hrmc4

I had a talk with my mom today. She's happy that I'm writing again but she made the point to tell me that she thinks I should start writing stories I can actually publish. She tells me I have a talent, I'm not so sure but I do enjoy writing.

So I am leaning towards Young Adult Christian Fiction. The only biggest problem I foresee is picking a topic that I would enjoy writing and finding a publisher who would publish for a cheap rate but also provide high end publishing.

If anybody has any ideas on either topics, let me know. I've always wanted to publish something but didn't think I ever could because of the price to publish.

:/

Well, I went today to get my hair done in the Alice Cullen fashion. I love it! It's so cute and will be much easier to take care of ^__^

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I created a group of icons. They are mostly Team icons but there are 2 others. Hope you enjoy them. :)

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Wow, I haven't wrote in like forever. -.-;;

It's the weekend. Yay! and today was a beautiful day. It hit 87 today! I was actually sweating :P It's very unusual for Vermont and for the end of April. I loved it though!

I went shopping with my mom after weight watchers meeting (which wasn't the best because I gained 3lbs but that's because it's my monthly time). I was in search of a new dress since all my dresses seem to be too big for me anymore. Which isn't a bad thing but it means my wardrobe is getting smaller :/

I went everywhere and like before I couldn't find anything. It's like nobody wears dresses anymore. :/

We finally went to Fashion Bug (my favorite store!) and I was able to get a nice skirt, top, shoes and jewelry that all matched ^_______^ I can't wait to wear it to church tomorrow!

I've been writing a lot in my Twilight Fan-Fic lately. Nikki just can't get enough out of me every night :P j/k dear. I enjoy writing. It's like an escape for me. I can live in the fantasy through the writing and it makes me happy. :)

I also created a soundtrack for my story...though the songs aren't in order as of yet. I like putting lyrics to songs in my writing. It highlights different sections of the story and makes certain parts more emotional.

Here is the list so far:

1. Bryan Adams - I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You
2. Pete Yorn - Lose You
3. Regina Spektor - The Call
4. Donna Lewis – At the Beginning
5. Yiruma – May Be
6. Yiruma – Kiss the Rain
7. Natasha Bedingfield – Unwritten
8. Nelly Furtado (feat. Keith Urban) – In God’s Hands
9. Paramore – Adore

You Are a Convertible

You're playful and carefree. You are lighthearted in all aspects of your life. Life is short and you act accordingly. You don't worry, and you try to bring fun into other people's lives. You love feeling free, and you don't do well with rules or restrictions. You need to be able to do your own thing. You feel more alive than most people. You can really savor the little things in life, like feeling the wind in your hair.

Haha! That's a perfect Cullen type car! XD

Well, I was supposed to go back to work today but that didn't happen. I didn't sleep very well again and I couldn't stop coughing.

We came to a conclusion that it was the medicine that was causing me to cough so much so I stopped taking it. Instead I am trying taking Mucinex. I'm not going to jump to conclusions but my coughing has lessened. So maybe this is the best course of action.

I won't be going into work tomorrow either, just so I can get more rest. I told them when I called in this morning that I wouldn't be in. Thankfully I still have some sick days left.

So here I am, stuck at home, trying to feel better. My mom is babying me, which isn't a bad thing :P

I think I might try to write more in my Twilight Fan-Fic so Yuichen won't get mad at me :P

I took a picture of Anya today. She had stuck her little body into a small shoe box but looked quite content being in there. lol.

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I haven't posted a picture of myself in a while, so here goes. It's not the best picture but it's recent. It's me wearing my Alice Cullen choker! <3

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Well, I started week two of the medicine. I don't seem to be getting better fast. I got hold of my doctor sister-in-law and she said the medicine I'm on is the strongest there is and that I probably won't be feeling better until 2-3 weeks. :/

Right now the biggest thing is pain in my whole body including my ear and coughing. Coughing is just annoying but hurts just the same.

I'll be so glad when I'll be free of the sickness. I feel useless when I'm not feeling good.